My darling, I'm waiting for you. 亲爱的，我在等你
How long is a day in the dark? 不见天日的一天会有多长?
Or a week? 一周呢?
The fire is gone now 火熄灭了，
and I'm horribly cold. 我觉得寒风刺骨
I really ought to drag myself outside, 我真想拖着病体到外面去
but then there'd be the sun. 外面阳光普照
I'm afraid I waste the light 我很抱歉我将电筒里的电都浪费在了
on the paintings and on writing these words. 看这些画 还有给你写信上
We die. 我们都会死
We die rich with lovers and tribes, 我们与爱人、家族一同 魂归天国
tastes we have swallowed, 我们嘴里都有对方的味道
bodys we have entered... 我们曾经灵欲合一
and swum up like rivers. 在爱河里畅游
Fears we've hidden in, 内心的恐惧
like this wreched cave. 像这幽暗的山洞
I want all this marked on my body. 我要把这些永远铭刻在身体上
We are the real countries. 我们的国家是实在的
Not the boundaries drawn on maps, 不是画在地图上的边界( 来源 Www.WenANDAQUaN.com )
the names of powerful men. 被用强人的姓名命名
I know you'll come and carry me out into the palace of winds.我知道你会回来 把我抱起迎风屹立
That's all I've wanted, 我已别无所求
to walk in such a place with you, 只想跟着你漫步天国
with friends.与朋友们一同
an earth without maps. 去一个没有地图的乐土
The lamp's gone out, 油尽灯枯了
and I'm writing...
in the darkness. 我在黑暗中，默默写着....
To: Adam ~ From: Tamara
Dear Adam,
Tonight I write of love to you. I know that in our course of 5 years we have been up and down and just about all around, but yet, through it all we still hold on - holding onto a dream that one day we will be happy together again, the way we were before.
I know a love like ours people often dream about; that's why I hold on. To ease my mind I need to know ... why do you still hold on? I cannot change the past but work towards the future. I see in my future you and only you. You're my sunrise and sunset - my whole being of myself, living only for you. You make my rainy day's seem happy and my sunny day's something to look forward to as I wake each day. I know I have yet to be perfect and maybe a little rough around the edges but I know that I can be all you want, desire, and need in a lady.
We created a lovely baby made completely out of love, for that is why every day I look at her, she reminds me of the love we once held so dear. The day you packed your things and left, a part of my heart broke a little more through the endless tears and the unknowing of what is to become of us. It really had me afraid that this time, the end may truly be the end. But still we stay together, maybe not in sharing a home but still together, just to hold dear that true love can happen even to those whom have fallen a little out of love.
I am thankful we keep trying, for you are the most important person in my life and nothing will ever change that, my soul mate. I love you so deeply that even words tonight cannot express them enough.
Love always,
Tamara
To: Shortie ~ From: Nate
Dear Shortie,
Look, I don't know where to start. I love you. I have loved you since as long as I can remember, Shortie. I guess the first time I told was when I realized how much you meant to me. We have known each other for years. Once we got together, I couldn't believe how good things were going. It was too good to be true. It was perfect in the beginning. I loved you, and you loved me. I felt like that's the way it should still be.
I didn't want you to leave - honestly, I didn't. If I could go back, I'd beg you to stay by my side. To know you'd be miles away was breaking my heart, but I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to make a good future for yourself, for us. Now that I think about it, how could I have let you go? What was I thinking then? Look what has happened.
I know we've been through the toughest of times. And because of that I think we are stronger than we thought. We lasted a good while. I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that I did wrong. I wish you could just tell me, and I would change it all. But, you know that neither of us were innocent when it came to hurting each other.
When I said I would marry you, I meant it. I wanted to live my entire life loving you. We could have grown old together. I know you wanted that. It would have been great. But what happened to us, Shortie? Where did we go wrong? Wasn't our love untouchable? Wasn't it strong? I sit and think, and the only thing that best explains it is that we needed to be together physically. Having you in one state and me in another was unbearable. Although, I wanted to be with you so badly, I also have school and my life here. If I could go back I'd probably leave with you when I had the chance. Would things be better now or is this the way it is supposed to be?
All I know is we may not be together now or maybe not ever again. But I want you to know that you are someone I will never ever forget. I loved you, and still love, and will always love you, no ma
#e#tter what. We've been through a lot. But that love is still there. I hope you find happiness. I hope all your dreams come true. You deserve a lot.
I feel very lucky to have had the chance to experience the love we once had. It's something I will forever cherish. Please don't forget it. I know things aren't the best now, but at least we still have our friendship. That's where it all started. I just ask for one thing; be happy, and know that I'm happy. I will always think of you.
Love always,
Lucky Angel
To: Sharif ~ From: Sara
Dear Sharif,
I always thought that dreams were just dreams, but you made them all come true and even better, you built new dreams with me! I can not thank you enough for being more than perfect because you showed me that even all the things that seem wrong are actually opportunities to work at them together and bring us closer together. No matter how far you are and no matter what you do, I always want you to know how much you mean to me, and how much I truly love you and how much I will always be yours forever.
I love you so much and wish I could be there to hug and kiss you all day and all night long but for now this love letter will have to be my message. but know that you are a big part of me and I think of you all the time. I love you, and I've loved you before I was born, because I believe I was made for you, and will be yours for all eternity.
Love always,
Sara
You are the very air that I breathe, the very love that I need, my heart, my soul, my everything. The sweetest of my memories come when I think of you. I remember the very first day that I saw you, I could not believe I was looking at a human being. I pinched myself the hardest one could ever do so as to wake myself up from the drunken stupor I was in. For a moment I believed I was in heaven; I even danced to the music the angels were singing. Upon opening my eyes I realized I was not in heaven but that an angel had come down to earth, just for me.The music of your voice surpasses that of the greatest orchestra belting out its very best composition. Your skin is softer than the finest satin and glows radiantly illuminating like the sun, setting over a serene pool of crystal clear water. Your eyes dance like mermaids in the sunshine, promulgating the exotic beauty from within your innermost being. Words alone limit me to explaining exactly how I feel about you.I can say you are the sole comforter to me, the only one who ever took the pain to understand me. You dry every tear that falls down my cheeks. Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me and I will forever cherish the moments we have spent together.Every night I dream of heaven, and I'd gotten used to the idea that they are looking for an angel, one that went missing the day you stepped into my life, the day all my sorrows were washed away and I took a step into the impossible, crossing the margin from natural to supernatural. You are my angel and forever you will be. The one whose memories I will treasure forever till the day I turn into an angel like you.
你是我呼吸的空气，非常喜欢，我需要，我的心，我的灵魂，我的一切。我最甜蜜的回忆，当我想起你来。我记得我看见你的第一天，我不能相信我看到的是一个人类。我掐自己最艰难的一个希望能把自己从酒醉昏迷我是。一会儿我相信我是在天上;我甚至随着音乐跳舞的天使在唱歌。当我睁开眼睛我意识到我不是在天堂，而是一位天使来到了人间，只为我。音乐的声音超过的管弦乐队表演的最好的。你的皮肤柔软比最好的缎子和照明发光，像太阳，设置了平静的池清澈的水。你的眼睛像美人鱼舞蹈在阳光下，颁布奇特美从您的内心。仅限制的话我确切解释我对你的感觉。我能说你是唯一的安慰我，唯一一个带痛苦理解我的人。你干眼泪掉下来我的脸颊。爱你是最好的事情都发生在我身上，我将永远珍惜我们一起度过的时光。每天晚上我的梦想的天堂，我会习惯的想法，他们正在寻找一个天使，那个失踪你走进我生命中的每一天，这一天我所有的悲伤都被冲走了，我走了一步，成为不可能，穿越自然与超自然的边缘。你是我的天使，你永远是。那人的记忆，我将永远珍惜，直到我变成像你这样的天使。
It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you … no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.
它已经很长一段时间，因为我已经写了你的信。我必须说，毕竟那些时候，我们已经分开，你仍然是唯一我渴望。你看，生活从来就没有你相同。每一天，每一个晚上，我打这种感觉，但尝试，因为我可能的话，我可以不赢。好像你已经俘虏了我的心，我的心将不能够逃脱自己的掌控之中。每天早晨，当太阳照的，我闪过一个微笑，但内心深处，我感到很伤心，孤独，我的想法是，我需要你现在在这里。
我有遗憾 - 遗憾的，我为什么让你去。但不幸的是你从来没有尝试过或试图理顺我们之间的事情了。你从来没有试图争取我们的爱。也许是因为你从来没有真正爱过我的所有。心疼我最知道你能想象你的生活没有我。你曾经说过的所有承诺已经?我想真的是用来被打破的承诺。你让我相信。所以，现在做的最好的事情将是想念你…无多，不会少。我只是祈祷，不知怎的，我的心脏会学习很满足 - 满足于只是想念你。